a facebook account and a dilemma was created!

at long last! I created my Facebook account.. but God! aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh! I lost my mood... after a very long week of not spending time in front of my laptop.. here I am now.. realizing that it is fucked up! The whole programs are just messed up! missing executable files (notepad, etc..), missing desktop icons.. missing battery meter icon... damn it!

anyweiz.. kasalanan ko din nman.. I let some people use it without my supervision..

Now I'm facing a dilemma wether I will reformat my laptop or not... gggggrrrrrr!!!!!!

~BinmaR

Snuff...

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know..

Just can't understand...

I just can't really get it...

dunno if they are really that good.. or if they are just envy of me... I mean.. why compete with me if we can all work together? ayt... Coping up with the fast growing technology isn't bad.. It's actually a good thing... but why? why the competition? If you don't need me... then I don't need you too... It's the way of life.. but you can't just hide the fact that you still need my computer "mad skills"... d nman sa pagmmyabang... pero it just really pisses me off! You can't just keep walking around like you're the best there is... kanya-kanya na nga tayo ng mga kliyente... may kanya2 dn teong forte.. kea pwede b? just fuck off! You can't be just competing with me the rest of your life... pasalamat keo.. d ko kayo kita pnpp2lan... auq lng n mphiya kayo... pero if you can't stop nosing on someone else's business.. fine with me.. you'll be needing me soon.. you just can't beat me.. that's for sure... Tryin' to be king when the ACE is back? oh c'mon! D nyo p aq kaya.. damn script kiddies...

~BinmaR™