A taste of discrimination...

Today was really a hard day I should say... I single-handedly took care of all the photocopying and paperworks as Felix (my work buddy and good friend)was not able to go to work today because his mother was sick.. there was a lot of work for me today.. I began photocopying from 8:30 in the morning up to 10:30 more or less... then paperworks again.. haha! but I was enjoying every bit of it... hell yeah...

anyweiz.. I was not really alone.. there was this new batch of OJTs... law students from one prestigious university ( I wouldn't dare mention it for now.. Just for now... haha!). from there I thought we were all just the same... They underwent the same starting procedure as me and Felix started it... But then.. having a lil' bit of free time, ( a time to breath,.. haha! ) I realized I was having a taste of my first discrimination ( first hand! ) I saw the law students touring the northern part of the office and having themselves introduced to some of the lawyers there... A thing that we haven't experienced during our first day... they were welcomed as warm a s a friend.. of course.. they are law students compared to Political Science students like me and Felix..

But that was okay.. I'm still enjoying the warm company of my new set of friends.. the district office staff members... ( I'm thinking of making an article about them.. but maybe not so soon.. ) And of course, the lawyers that have been smiling and greeting me ever since my first day at the office... ( another article for them I'm sure )

Honestly, the feeling of discrimination did not last that much... I soon realized that maybe we are just not on the same level.. And everything's fine... I was doing great the wholeday and surprisingly, boredom didn't visit me at all.. for as long as there are orders coming from my friendly staff members and lawyers.. I will enjoy the office experience as much as I enjoy my school days...

see ya' next post guys!

~BinmaR™

Vacation at last! ( or maybe at least...)

Today is the night of holy Wednesday.. beginning of the holy week vacation for most of us.. I'm happy of course.. I've been spending my last week at the office... BORED... but at least, I'm learning to enjoy being bored... har har! 8 hours a day at the office is sure a helluva boredom paradise... for a newbie like me... haha! But now.. I'm starting to be happy again spending time with my laptop and a promising movie marathon ahead of me for the next 3 or 4 days.. owyeah!!!!! and after that.. another series of office works for me... I really appreciate the 4 day break...

~BinmaR™

After a long hard week....

oh my God! It's been a week since I last surfed the internet and yes.. faced my laptop... I missed doing this things... but now, before the realization that my laptop was fucked up (some idiots did it) mess my mood for blogging.. I would like to share some moments I experienced the past week.. and of course, the reason behind the long break from web surfing...

Me and my buddy/classmate/friend Felix started our on-the-job training (@PAO Manila) on March 30... It is a public attorneys' office located just beside SM Manila.. The first hours were hell! Spending the whole morning talking to each other and seating... damn! but since some of the lawyers and staff befriended us already.. we easily adjusted to the system and started to enjoy the whole experience... and now.. we have deducted 40 hours already out of the 200 hour quota... 4 weeks more and we can enjoy vacation.. if there's any left.... hahahaha!

~BinmaR™

a facebook account and a dilemma was created!

at long last! I created my Facebook account.. but God! aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh! I lost my mood... after a very long week of not spending time in front of my laptop.. here I am now.. realizing that it is fucked up! The whole programs are just messed up! missing executable files (notepad, etc..), missing desktop icons.. missing battery meter icon... damn it!

anyweiz.. kasalanan ko din nman.. I let some people use it without my supervision..

Now I'm facing a dilemma wether I will reformat my laptop or not... gggggrrrrrr!!!!!!

~BinmaR

The Semester Finally Ends!

Well.. Here I am.. officially at the first morning of our summer vacation... Spending time with ny new laptop and at last.. posting another article in my blog...

grabe 'yung nagdaang semester.. It was so unbelievable! Parang walang nangyari.. It was like I just came to school for attendance.. well.. hindi din natin masisisi 'yung ibang professors.. at tska isa pa.. normal na din naman 'yun sa school namin... hehe..

Anyweiz.. though the last semester was not that good academically,.. It was fun,, another bunch of experiences and nerve-wrecking moments still happened..new couples.. newfound lovelifes... barkada moments.. ung mga ganung stuff.. haha! Enjoy naman diba?

Meron din namang exams na nagpakaba samin ngayong sem.. pero there's no much pressure honestly... carry lang,,, marami ding fun activities this past sem.. lalo na nung teacher's day... it was a well-prepared tribute for none other than the great "power-tripper" professor.. Jan Argy Tolentino.. hehe.. and there was the student council elections... and syempre.. a lot of drunken nights... haha!

and you know what's so special abut the end of this semester?

Graduating na kami next sem!!! yeah! this summer.. we will be on our internship... kaya it's really exciting... haha!

see 'ya next post guys!

~BinmaR™

Through Glass - Stone Sour

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah yeah

Ohhhoh when the starrs
Ohhh oh when the starrrrs that liieee

Through the Glass - Stone Sour

Snuff...

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know..